I don’t really think anyone knows how much damage you’ve done to me. How sad I really am, how trapped I feel. The emotional and mental abusive you’ve put me through. How I now look at myself because of you. I am so sick and tired of being upset over a piece of shit like you. How dare you claim to have loved and still love me when all you’ve ever tried to do was control and ruin me.
I really just want to pour my heart out to my friends, tell them everything I’m feeling, cry my eyes out, and know someone is there for me. I want to talk and tell them everything I’ve been through but kept bottled up, but I can’t. I don’t want to be that person, I’m strong and strong people don’t do that, and I don’t want to bother anyone.