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brooksie1993

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I don't think I've ever felt so lost within myself as i do, now. Everyone tells me how proud of me they are, how far I've come in life. All these wonderful things, that men don't dictate worth, and everyone's proud of me leaving the relationship I was in. If all these are true, why do I feel so low?

I don’t really think anyone knows how much damage you’ve done to me. How sad I really am, how trapped I feel. The emotional and mental abusive you’ve put me through. How I now look at myself because of you. I am so sick and tired of being upset over a piece of shit like you. How dare you claim to have loved and still love me when all you’ve ever tried to do was control and ruin me.


I really just want to pour my heart out to my friends, tell them everything I’m feeling, cry my eyes out, and know someone is there for me. I want to talk and tell them everything I’ve been through but kept bottled up, but I can’t. I don’t want to be that person, I’m strong and strong people don’t do that, and I don’t want to bother anyone.

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So I finally felt like taking some pictures. Feel free to comment, or whatever :)
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Honestly don't think I can be on this site much longer.

I love how someone reads my last post, and then decides to go through my pictures and comment that I'm asking for it, due to the way that I took a picture, or the manner in which I pose. Here's the deal, just because women have boobs, YES WE ALL HAVE THEM, they show up on pictures, they are permanently on us, and we can't do anything about it, they show up in pictures DOES NOT mean we take the picture so you can comment on them. No we do not what you to comment on them, no we're not looking for attention, I most certainly am not. The fact of the matter is, they are a part of the female anatomy and just because they show up on a photo, does not mean the female is asking for attention, wanting disgusting, rude, perverted comments.

No women fucking wants that. Get that through your heads. I'm done.
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I really don't understand why men or should I say little boys have to be such pigs on here. It's appalling. We all know you wouldn't say the type of disrespectful bullshit to a women you meet in the real life, so why act like a ignorant sexist disgusting pig on here? The men who usually say the perverted, unnecessary, inappropriate comments, are the men who don't have women, most likely never had a women, don't have a chance of having a woman, insecure little boy. It's honestly time to grow up, it just makes you look like total and utter trash when you post that on other peoples photos. I'm so sick of the comments, and messages I get on here. It's totally unnecessary, unwanted, and just bullshit.
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It's late, and I'm sad.
My head is filled with a million thoughts, and my mind is racing so fast.
I want to sleep but that relief won't come to me so easy.
They say the nights are hard but joy comes in the morning, one can only hope.
I want to be told everything is going to be okay.
I'm tired.
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